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((oops))When you're little, sometimes your parents upset you, they make you sad, make you feel hurt. For your heart, those are like bruises and bumps. But they heal quickly, you get over it. It's what happens.
It wasn't like that for me. My mom didn't bruise, she stabbed. She tore. My whole childhood, she spent just tearing my heart apart, into a million little pieces.
That's what made it so easy for me to hurt people, to be so mean. I was numb. Broken. And even so, it hurt, too.
Sometimes, i would find something to help the pain. Or someone. But those were only like painkillers, helping for just a little bit.
Then, I met Mica.
She's like bandages, like stitches. She put me back together. Sometimes we fight, and those stitches come loose, but we always fix it again. We always make up.
I feel like maybe I help her a little, too, sometimes. Just maybe. And...that's a good feeling. That's the best feeling.
IronmanHear me read it
My friends used to call William "Ironman" because the first time we kissed he got a nosebleed and the taste of his blood haunted me for a long time after it. We'd only been twelve years old and apparently the anxiety spiked his blood pressure to the point of combustion... I remember that when we were forced to take sex ed a few years later we were divided into separate classes for boys and girls, in case a diagram of an ovary was too risqué and we became animalistic and started clawing at each other in our seats, but nonetheless when our teacher Ms Jacobs had explained to us what an erection was in my mind all I could picture was the blood rushing to his nose and then the slash of cranberry across my blouse.
With the idea planted in his mind it didn't take long for William's hands to start wandering, but the image persisted. Every time I thought about just letting it happen I wondered what would happen if he got too excite
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